Eyes behind me

What a couple of months, so many feelings in such a short period of time.  The funny thing is, in the grand scheme of life, 6 months is not even a spec on its timeline.  Such an insignificant amount of time with so much meaning to one's heart.  Even now, I sit and think, what once was and if I will ever capture that feeling in my life again.  I met a person who seemed so lost in the universe, so alone in society, so bitter towards the lucky; that I fell in love with her almost instantly.  What if...